I am totally frustrated.........

I am really frustrated. I am feeling sick again! I was sick again last night, and it really made me mad, even though I made it to the bathroom. And today I feel crappy again. Dave got called into work today. The poor guy has been working 6 days a week lately. I feel really bad for him, he must be so tired. It was so cold last night. It was -15 Celcius last night, which I think is about 5 Fahrenheit. Usually it doesn't get that cold until the end of November, or at least December. The cold doesn't bother me, really, but I sure don't like the snow. I was a bit achey last night, and no matter which side I was lying on, the pain wouldn't go away. I got up to go watch tv. I made the mistake of lying on our couch, which sinks quite low, and when I went to get up, my pelvis hurt so much, it took me about 5 minutes to get off the couch! So I won't be sleeping on the couch any time soon! LOL Of course, Dave was nowhere near me, so I couldn't call him to help me! Dave said that next time I should make sure the phone was next to me, and I could've called his cell phone for help. (He was out tinkering in the garage!) It kinda reminds me of the commercial that everyone used to make fun of. (maybe people still do!) You know the one where the old lady has fallen and says, "Help, I've fallen, and I can't get up!" Maybe I should invest in one of those 'medic alert' button thingy's, lol!
Anyhow, nothing happening with this baby. I think that he knows it is too cold to come out, lol!

Ok, now I KNOW my computer is possessed!

Ok, now I know my computer is suffering from the effects of 'Halloween!' I just posted a few minutes ago, and when I checked it after, I found that it appeared for maybe 3 seconds, and then some of my post disappeared! Weird! So, incase anyone can't read my post, it basically says that I am not yet in labor, and prob not going to be anytime soon, lol! Oh, maybe in the next week, but not likely tomorrow! (Then I get to hand out Halloween candies!) Yay! I'll keep everyone posted!

"Happy Due Date" to me!!!

Well, my due date has come.........(Today), and soon will be gone............and no baby! I am getting so impatient! I did get some last minute things done last night, though. I am ready if this baby comes tomorrow. I was not quite as sore today as I have been, so I went out with my dad for lunch today. Didn't do too much today, I thought I'd better just relax a little bit. I may have overdone it a little bit last night with my vacuuming, etc. Not a whole bunch to report, really. My grandma phones me everyday, asking, "Do you feel anything yet?" I always have to say "No." She's funny. My Aunt also phoned yesterday to check out my 'status.' So, for anyone who reads this, I am sorry to say, "No baby as of yet." But it can't be much longer now. I say sometime in the next week our 'little Munchkin' will soon arrive.
I'll keep everyone posted!

OK, this blog site must be spooked!

I just published my latest blog report, and it would not publish, it said there were 'errors!' So I tried again, and it still wouldn't. When it finally did, I looked and it had published twice!! Spooky!!!! Maybe this blog site is being haunted by ghosts! LOL After all, it is Halloween in a couple of days!!!!! SPOOKY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Feeling not so sick today......

I am feeling much better in the nausea department today. Pain though, has been my big nusiance for today. I was supposed to go out for lunch with my mom-in-law today, but I just couldn't walk terribly well. It was like my baby had his head just jammed 'down there!' I really felt like he was going to fall out. My back pain wasn't so bad, it was the pelvic pain that was such a pain, literally! I finally managed to kill some of the pain by lying on my side. But everytime I had to get up, I was limping along. When my bladder got even a little bit full, it hurt like heck! I actually felt like someone had kicked me in the crotch. (Sorry, I know that sounds gross, but that's really what it felt like!) Sure, I am complaining a lot lately, but I still think this is totally worth it. So, I am pretty much going to take it easy for the next while, and stick close to home. That's all I can do!

Feeling not so sick today......

I am feeling much better in the nausea department today. Pain though, has been my big nusiance for today. I was supposed to go out for lunch with my mom-in-law today, but I just couldn't walk terribly well. It was like my baby had his head just jammed 'down there!' I really felt like he was going to fall out. My back pain wasn't so bad, it was the pelvic pain that was such a pain, literally! I finally managed to kill some of the pain by lying on my side. But everytime I had to get up, I was limping along. When my bladder got even a little bit full, it hurt like heck! I actually felt like someone had kicked me in the crotch. (Sorry, I know that sounds gross, but that's really what it felt like!) Sure, I am complaining a lot lately, but I still think this is totally worth it. So, I am pretty much going to take it easy for the next while, and stick close to home. That's all I can do!

Sick.....Again!

Last night was not the greatest night. I was sick 3 times. I was on the computer when I began to feel sick, but didn't think i'd actually 'throw up.' Well, unfortunately, I did, and did not make it to the bathroom for 2 of the times. Dave wasn't home, so I had to clean up my 'mess.' I went to bed right away after that, but did try to keep myself from getting dehydrated. Drank ginger ale, which helped settle my stomach somewhat. When I woke up this morning, I felt just as sick as last night, so I took a gravol. (I know it is ok to take this, because they gave it to me in the hospital in my 2nd month of pregnancy, when I had the flu.) This made me tired, so I had to 'sleep it off.' I awoke feeling a little better. I was, by then, a bit hungry. I made some cream of wheat, and managed to keep it down, which was a good sign. Went back to bed and fell asleep. When I awoke this time, I felt much better. By mid afternoon, I was able to get out and pick up a few groceries I needed.
I amnot too sure why I was sick. Maybe it was the flu, because I had chills and a headache. But then, I was sick last Tuesday as well. So maybe it's just hormones or something. Hopefully the hormones will ease up a bit after this baby is born! Oh, man, these last couple of weeks are driving me insane! But at least I know the end is in sight. I graduated with a guy named Mike, and he and his wife were in our prenatal class. She was due on Oct 20th. They tried to induce her this past Monday AND Tuesday, and both times it didn't work! They must be so frustrated. But I guess, they'll go back on Tuesday and try again.
That's pretty much all in 'Baby news', as you can see, it was a pretty boring day.....................

I think we'll be waiting for quite awhile!

Well......I think we'll be waiting for awhile before our 'little Munchkin' arrives. I had an appointment with my ob/gyn this morning. Actually, he was a substitute for my regular doctor, who is away at a conference. He was a nice guy. He did an internal exam, to see if I have dilated any. Nope! Not at all! My cervix is not 'ripe' as they like to say, which means basically it is not soft and ready to go. :( But, he did say that our sons's head was quite low, so I guess that would explain the pain I feel at times from his head pressing on everything. I am pretty sure he'll be a November baby, which is not a bad thing, really. I just want him NOW! LOL! Hopefully he'll come before my 42nd week. I can probably handle another week or so, but after that.......get my little guy OUT!
That's prett much all there is to report for now. :(

Strange dreams....

I have been thinking about all these weird dreams I have been having the past few days. They don't have really anything to do with babies, but they are just plain crazy!
In the first one, I was grading test papers for a class, and it was math. I was mad because for some reason, a few of the questions were just weird algebra-type questions that made no sense. I had to ask someone for help! LOL! #1, I am not even a teacher, or a teacher's aide, so WHY I'd be grading test papers, is beyond me. #2, If I were a teacher, you'd think I'd know the answers! LOL!
Another weird dream I had: I went to put gas in my car at the Huskey gas station. When I went inside to pay, it was dark, and the cashier was asleep with his head down on the counter! In the dream, I had thought to just go away without paying, but decided it was 'wrong.' So, I nudged the cashier awake andpaid him! Weird, hey? Those 2 dreams were the most vivid. I know there were other strange ones, but I can't quite recall most of the details. I wonder if it means anything?!
I also think I may be starting to 'nest.' I was exhausted all day, and went to bed around 9:30pm. I was reading the book I had bought today, "What to Expect the First Year,"and Suddenly I got the urge to clean/rearrange my dresser drawers. I think tomorrow I'll sort the baby's clothing by size, clean my car out, and dust. (If fatigue doesn't set in!)
Other than that, I am just STILL impatient, and just the usual aches and pains!
Until next time!

Still playing the waiting game......

Another day in the waiting game. Not much happening. I did manage to do some laundry, my dishes and go through my closet and get rid of clothes I don't wear. Only 5 more days until my due date, not that reaching my due date means I will have my baby on that actual date. It still is fun to count down. I got a HUGE, sudden craving for a 'white chocolate brownie' from Moxies. Of course, it was 10 PM, and I had to drive all the way across town to get it, but oh, it was so worth it!
My 'little guy' was squirming quite a bit today. Maybe he's getting restless? Right now, I am pretty sore. I am having a hard time walking because of the pressure on my back and other areas. Sometimes the pain is a 'shooting' pain, which is really uncomfortable. I am getting so nervous about this whole labor thing. I am so horrible with pain! I hate the discomfort I am having right now, let alone what labor will be like. I will try to take my mind off of my aches and pains by taking my dog for a walk, maybe that will help!
Until next time!

10 days until my due date!!!!

Today is 10 days until my due date!! I am totally excited! as far as today went, it was a not bad day. My friend, April, took me out to lunch today. Also shared a white chocolate brownie......oh it was tastey!!! Came home, and Dave brought home a bunch of boy's baby clothing from a girl at work. It was such a nice thing to do. Plenty of sleepers and outfits. People can sure be nice.....it makes up for all the 'meanies' in this world!
It is rainy and windy today, and for the first time since i've been pregnant, I did not like the coolness. I think maybe it was the wind that bothered me the most. It definately looks like autumn today. The wind has blown all of the leaves EVERYWHERE!
My dog, 'Peanut,' has been totally acting weird the past few days. I think he knows something new is happening. (Or maybe when I took him for his haircut the other day, they shaved a portion of his brain?? LOL) I had him shaved pretty good, because this way, when it gets really cold, he'll have fur again. He usually gets so matted, and ice chunks stick to his fur, so this way, it is less likely to happen. I have a sweater for him, which he hates, and manages to get it off. He hates going outside when the grass is wet, or if it is raining. I took him outside last night to do his 'business,' which he didn't do, and sometime later he pooped and peed on the floor. I was totally not impressed! But, it wasn't on carpet, so it was easy to clean and sanitize the floor. Since his haircut, he has this thing with crawling right under the covers. It's kind of cute. He's been a bit defiant lately as well. He has been trying to get his rawhide treat on my bed and furniture, which he knows is not allowed. I had to shoo him off 3 times! The weird part of this crazy dog, is he likes to 'pounce' through freshly fallen snow! It's funny to watch him go through snow drifts like a rabbit. I wonder if it is possible for a dog to have ADD? I swear, sometimes he gets so easily distracted. Sometimes he'll be put outside to do his business, and he ends up staring off into the sky, or wherever. Well enough about my dog, after all, this is supposed to be a baby blog! Just not a whole lot happening with baby today. He moves around once in awhile. According to my doctor, he has flipped around from one side to the other. His heartbeat was detected on my left side for so long, but yesterday at my appointment, his heartbeat was detected on my right side. Maybe that's why I have been so achy lately??!
Well, I had better go finish my laundry.
Ta-ta!

Not a great day.

Today started all right. I took my dog, 'Peanut' for his haircut. I came home and did some laundry and dishes. My uncle from Saskatchewan called from his cell phone. He was in town with my grandma because she had to have some lazor thing done on her eye. He had some errands to run, so he dropped her off at my house for a couple of hours. We chatted and I showed her the baby's room. I made her some supper and tea. We chatted some more, and it was while we were chatting, I began to feel nauseated. I didn't think much of it, really, since I had felt sick once in awhile. I got up to go to the bathroom, and I just made it to the bathroom, when I got sick! I was not impressed! I am not sure why I was sick, but I don't think I'll be eating anytime soon! Plus, I have had lower abdominal cramps all day that were really bothersome. I have been uncomfortable, achy and crampy all day. Oh, I just can't wait til this is over!!!! I think I'll go lie down now, maybe i'll feel better.
Later!

I have officially lost my marbles!!

Oh, what a day!! I think my hormones are really, really messed up! I was watching tv today, flipping around the channels, when I came across a Canadian show, based out of Vancouver, called "Animal ER." Well, most people who know me, know I really like dogs. Of course, there was this cute little 'Maltese' dog, and her name was 'Honey.' She was 14 years old, and was suffering from congestive heart failure. She was having problems breathing, due to fluid in her lungs. The vets had to give her oxygen. She was whining and crying. The funny part about this: My dog, Peanut, who was in the living room, heard this little dog's crying on the tv, and he was looking around to see where the heck this dog was who was crying. It was so cute! He looked everywhere in the living room, and I couldn't help but laugh. The part where I lose my marbles: The little Maltese dog died, and it totally broke my heart!!! I started crying!!!! My dog, Peanut, came up and licked my tears. I could not believe I was CRYING, for a dog I had never met! Then another dog, a black lab, broke his pelvis, and it was going to cost 3 or 4 thousand $ to fix. So the owner had him put down. I bawled my eyes out!!!! It was so sad. Am I not sad???? I could not bring myself to change the channel! So, that is why I have lost my marbles! LOL. Dave just thought it was funny when I told him. Last week in the news, some "LOSER" teens, aged 19 and 17 were charged with cruelty to animals by dragging a dog behind a vehicle, and had a rope tied tightly around it's neck. This made me so mad! I hope they get dragged behind a car and a rope tied around their necks! The sad part is, the dog was still alive after this, and had to be euthanized! (Sorry about the graphic details) I just can't stop thinking about it!
On a good note: I finally cleaned my fridge out today!!!!! It hurt at times to do it, but at least it is done! Tomorrow I'll be up for more wonderful chores, and I take my dog for his last haircut before it gets really cold. He'll be good until spring, or close to it!
Well, I am off to bed! That fridge cleaning and dishes did me in!

Possible change in decorating plans???

Woke up to rain this morning, but that's ok, because it isn't snow, thank God! I guess Ontario got quite the dumping of snow, and so did Buffalo, NY. I like snow, as long as it doesn't go on the roads or sidewalks. It can just snow on the grass, I don't need the grass anymore this year!
Last night I awoke around 3 am. I was a bit worried, as I hadn't felt my 'little guy' moving for awhile. So, I got up and waited.............and waited..............and nothing. I am starting to get worried. Dave was hungry, so he threw a pizza in the oven, (How typical of Dave!! LOL). I thought maybe if I ate/drank something, maybe my little guy would 'get moving.' He usually moves quite a bit. Still nothing. By then, I am really starting to worry, (Because I am the world's biggest worrier). I tried to go back to sleep, with no luck. I thought maybe I should go check it out. So to the hospital I go. They are so good there! I love how they don't make you feel stupid for worrying. So I get hooked up to the monitors, and breathed a sigh of relief when I finally heard my son's heartbeat! Of course, they monitored me for about a half an hour, just to be sure all was good..........and it was........thank God! He really woke up when the monitor was on, (Due to the sound waves) I was sooooo happy he was ok. I did feel just a bit stupid, because my son was probably just napping........and I woke him up!!! I keep telling myself I did what I thought was right, because I'd rather be safe than sorry. I mean, if there was something wrong with him, and I didn't do anything, I'd feel really, really horrible! But still.....I think I must be the most paranoid mother on earth!!! Not good!
On another note: Our baby's room is done, with the exception of the decorations. I am not having much luck in finding my 'teddy bear' items. Dave did have another idea, though. Dave is a die-hard Montreal Canadiens fan, and in 'his' garage, he has a lot of paraphenelia. (Did I spell that right?) Anyhow, he wants to give our son his Montreal Canadiens stuff, and maybe find a border with some hockey players/sticks, etc. I am actually ok with that. I did really want 'teddy bears', but then again, this is Medicine Hat, and finding stuff you really want isn't always that easy. I am sure I could find something relating to hockey that is 'teddy bear' related. I did see some 'teddy bear' football/baseball border a few weeks ago. Even if we didn't do the border until baby comes, I am ok with that, because the main things we need, such as crib, change table, etc are all done. So I guess we'll just have to see what we can find. My dad and brother are already talking about our son playing hockey, and he isn't even here yet! Jay, my brother, already has plans to take him to an Edmonton Oilers game.! (Jay lives in Edmonton) I did grow up in a 'hockey' family, so it is understandable. I had 2 step brothers and my brother Jay growing up. Plus my dad plays 'oldtimers' hockey. Hockey was our life.
Another pregnancy discomfort I have picked up, and at times it really hurts, is 'sciatica.' I asked the nurse at the hospital, and she said that is probably what it was. I have a sharp pain running from my lower back, through my right butt cheek, and down my leg a little ways. My son must be pressing some nerve in there! It is better today, and hopefully it'll stay that way.
I must say, I am getting very impatient now! I want this baby to come out.....NOW! LOL. Not so much from discomfort, but I really want to hold him! I am tired of loving him while he's in my 'tummy.' I want him to love....in person!
Dave thinks he's going to be a November baby. I agree. Dave says he'll arrive during the day, November 2nd or 3rd. I say he'll come November 6th, at night. (I'll let everyone know who wins this one!!!)
ttfn!

A day to practice motherhood........

A quiet day here. Poor Dave was pretty sick today, hacking his lungs out. Hopefully he won't give it to me, because when I get sick, my asthma really flares up.
I got a chance to practice 'motherhood' today. My friend, Karen, was in town for a funeral, and she didn't want to take her 4 year old daughter, Sara with. So, I looked after Sara for a few hours this afternoon. She really enjoyed taking my dog, 'Peanut' for a walk, and playing with him in the backyard. We also colored, drew pictures and read 'barbie' stories. Luckily, I have various kids books on hand, so it was easy to occupy her time. Dave's friend, Dale had 2 daughters who are now grown up, and he gave me a bunch of kid's books. Of course, this was before we found out we were having a boy, but, hey, I'll read barbie books to my son if he wants to hear them. There's also 'Elmo' books, etc, so it's not just 'girly' books. She really was a perfect 'angel'. She has great manners, knows her phone number, etc. When we were walking the dog we had to cross the street. I asked her, "What do we do before we cross the street?" She immediately replied, "We look both ways!" So her mom has done a great job with her and her 7 year old brother. I hope I can do the same.
Tomorrow I have my weekly visit to my ob/gyn. (I see him every week now) I also see my regular physician to check on my asthma and other stuff. So, all in all, things are pretty good around here.

Happy Birthday to me!

Yesterday, October 7th was my 31st birthday. I wasn't feeling all that great, so I spent the day mostly at home. I did go to my mother-in-laws for cake, though. I came right home from there and crashed, I was exhausted. I did wake up to go to the bathroom a few times, take tylenol for my headache, and then I got hungry at 4am! Dave was also hungry, (As he usually is) so he made tacos. Dave is so funny, he can eat anytime, day or night. Finally, I got back to sleep, only to have to make sure Dave was up for work at 7am. Stayed up for awhile, but managed to go back to sleep for another couple of hours. Got up, made myself some perogies (I have been craving them for a few days now!), and will soon go to my mother-in-laws for Thanksgiving dinner. I have been wondering one thing: Why do we Canadians celebrate Thanksgiving at such a different time than the Americans do? I am going to have to look that one up!
I do wish my energy level would pick up, though. It's weird: I'll have a short energetic spurt, in which I'll get things done, but then the fatigue comes back. Yesterday, I did manage to clean my kitchen up for the most part. I washed floors and did some dishes. But soon after I was ready for nappy time, lol! I feel bad that my energy level is so poor. I feel like I should be getting more things done. I mean, I haven't exactly neglected things, the laundry, dishes and floors are getting done, but I still feel like I should be doing more. Like, for example, I'd really love to wipe out my fridge! The darn thing really needs it, plus I would love to vacuum my living room. I think tomorrow, I just may have to make myself do it, tired or not, because it needs to get done! I honestly can't wait until we rip out our living room carpet! I really hate carpet with a passion, it does nothing good for my allergies! But, off I go to get some Thanksgiving Turkey! Later everyone!

It's a........................!!!!!!

It's a BOY!!!!! I am totally excited!!!! The Doctor did an ultrasound today to see if baby was breech. Baby is not breech......yay! And then he said, "Here is the scrotum...." I was like, "Oh, it's a boy!!" Dave was at work and was unable to attend this appointment, so I brought my mom-in-law. After the appointment, we went to a store and I bought a blue balloon that said "It's a boy!" I got it filled with helium, then drove to Dave's work, and showed him the balloon. I am not sure the color of the balloon registered right away, because he had to read the balloon first, it was so funny! When it did finally register, he just hugged me and said "I knew it!!" I honestly would have been just excited if it had been a girl, and I know he would have been too! I am happy that my son is healthy!!!!! Wow, what a NEAT thing to say!! "MY SON!!!" WOW!!!!! Of course, he did not say 100% it was a boy, but he was pretty sure, and my mother-in-law said she saw his little penis. (She was a nurse before she retired.) I was soooo excited, I had to phone my grandma, and my dad and stepmom. I am just so happy I am now able to say "My son" instead of calling him "IT" or "Baby." Now, Dave and I need to agree on a boy's name. We had both agreed on the girl's name, but we had only thought of a few boy names. But, I am sure we'll come up with some names pretty quick.
Well that was my day. Tomorrow I'll come off of "Cloud Nine" and maybe get my laundry done!!

I was hoping I wouldn't have to go anywhere until after the baby is born, but no such luck. Dave has to go to Calgary on October 10th to see a Dr. for his back. This is a 'Workman's Compensation Board' approved Dr, and they just wanted their own Doctor to check on Dave's back. Of course, I am going to go with him. I'd feel better having him near if I should suddenly go into labor. And if I did have to give birth in Calgary, which, by the way is an excellent place to give birth, at least Dave would be there. Compensation will pay for his time off work for that day, meals, and gas. Otherwise we'd be up the creek. I am STILL waiting for my employers to send my 'Record of Employment' so I can collect maternity benefits. They are sooooo slow. Plus Dave has not yet received his compensation cheque, so we both have had no income for a few weeks and things are getting pretty tight around here! But we'll manage somehow, and he is now back at work.
Tomorrow I will potentially learn the sex of our baby............I am so excited!!!! I can't wait. (Hopefully baby will 'show' itself)

I am really getting excited! Hard to believe there's only about a month left to go in my pregnancy! Sometimes it's so hard to sleep at night! Had a pretty busy weekend. Attended April and Andrew's wedding in the 'Cypress Hills' on Saturday. It was soooo beautiful there, but a little windy. The leaves are changing rapidly, but it looks really cool. I had to laugh at Ethan, April and Andrew's son. At the wedding reception, April's mother-in-law was talking about them, referring to them as 'April' and 'Andrew.' Ethan pipes up, saying,"Who's April and Andrew?" Everyone at the hall was laughing! Of course, Ethan, at age three, only knows his parents as 'mom' and 'dad', not 'April' and 'Andrew.'
Sunday evening, I went to my grandma's house in Maple Creek, which is about an hour away. She had an appointment in Medicine Hat the next morning at 11am. I am usually the one who takes her to appointments, and so it was easier to just go Sunday night and stay the night. The drive up there was a bit uncomfortable. I kept having a lot of pain in my pelvic area, that at times took my breath away. But, in the end, I made it.
Monday we were on the road and back in Medicine Hat for her 11am appointment. We had lunch, plus I took her shopping for a few items. Maple Creek is pretty much a 'one-horse' town, so shopping there is really not great. Eventually, around 4pm, we arrived back in Maple Creek, and we chatted for awhile. But I did decide on one thing: No more road trips, unless absolutely necessary, until after BABY is born. I am just too uncomfortable driving these days, plus I would feel better staying closer to home, just in case I do happen to go into labor earlier than expected. I mean, next week I will be 37 weeks pregnant, which means my baby will be considered full-term!!! So, there's a chance this baby can come anytime. I personally don't think that baby will arrive for another few weeks, but you just never know!
Thursday, October 5th is my ultrasound to see if baby is 'breech.' Hopefully we'll get a sneak-peek at baby's 'lower' areas to see if we are having a boy or girl. I really cannot stand the suspense anymore. Yes, I know this baby will be here soon, but I am still curious as to the sex of our baby.
Dave is now back at work, his back being pretty good now. I was worried his back would never heal, but thankfully, he's on the mend.
Hopefully I get some sleep tonight, as the past few nights have been pretty restless. Grandma's town has a train that goes through it at least once an hour, (She lives quite close to the tracks) and last night, I was just unable to sleep or get comfortable. Plus, I have had these really dumb headaches almost everyday for the past 2 weeks. Grandma gave me some money for my birthday (coming up on October 7th) and I think I just might treat myself to a massage. Maybe it will help my headaches, you never know!
Hopefully, tomorrow I'll have a bit more energy, as I did not do a whole lot of 'anything' today. I was just too tired, and I am dying to clean this house up!!!